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Wednesday
November 2nd @ 3:24am
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sometimes u just feel so so so so weak a character after crying copious amount of tears.
i repeat to myself that life is beautiful and that this is only temporary.
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Wednesday
November 2nd @ 3:13am
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I actually forgot my password for my LJ. It has been THAT long. The initial angst and frustration that sparked off this entry has somewhat dissipated a little. I was THIS close to making a phone call which i will definitely regret. Age comes with maturity and it has certainly knocked it’s hard facts into my head. I was plagued with some disturbing news earlier but being the much more mature adult me, i had to contain my emotions and suck it up. Being an adult certainly sucks.
On an entirely different topic, I’m glad to announce that i’ve moved on. Without a boyfriend/fiance of 5 years. I’ve come to realise that it’s not worth agonising over a certain someone day and night when it was my choice to break off from the beginning. Especially when the other person will not give a damn about your existence anymore. Yes, it was certainly painful. Almost caused me to be suicidal in fact, but i got through it and i’m proud to say that i’m a normal human being now. What upsets me the most tonight is that something triggered off my emotions today and it totally annoyed me that i wanted to let him know about it first.
Are human beings really that vulnerable? Or does it only apply to women.
Sometimes i wish the lord will take away my pain. Suppress it at the very least.
You have no idea how painful it is sometimes. I’m saying this at the risk of sounding like a total self-absorbed bitch. But hey, it is my blog.
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| and i wonder... |
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Wednesday
March 24th @ 12:21am
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sleepless much?
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| my satur-day off |
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Saturday
March 13th @ 5:16pm
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Random note: i'm munching on a smoked chicken hotdog on a rainy Saturday evening to the soothing tones of Olivia Ong in the background, while waiting for the latest episode of House to load.
Life has been rather hectic of late (ala drinking and working) without much time left for just chilling out alone and stoning. Hence, days like today are definitely much appreciated.
Although I briefly suspect for no less than a minute; a sense of monotony settling into my life and it has made me pause for awhile to wonder.... have i reached a stage where i've become (OMG GASP!) boring?
hmmm....
*continues munching*
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| roaring on~ |
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Monday
February 15th @ 4:22pm
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Happy CNY to one and all!
May this year be filled with happiness, prosperity and great health!
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| new year resolutions part II |
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Saturday
January 2nd @ 10:36pm
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latest addition:
NOT TO LOSE ANYTHING ELSE IN 2010. :'(
I've lost soooooooo many mobile phones that i've lost count.
i'm really depressed and frustrated. My 2nd iphone 3gs lasted.... 2 months.
*poof*
don't bother asking people.
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| HAPPY NEW YEAR!! |
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Friday
January 1st @ 11:43am
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2009 was slightly better than 2008 but it was marred with my grandma's passing.
As for career wise, things are certainly on the positive side (huat ah!) and i will make sure things stay this way.
2010 is filled with hopes of fulfilling dreams and i'm looking forward to a loooooong holiday towards the year end! :) Nonetheless, here comes the typical new year resolutions...
1) lose weight and compete in a half-marathon
2) save and earn more money
(then i can buy my *****, ***** etc .)
3) stay healthy
4) travel more
Places i've travelled to in 2009:
- japan
- vietnam
- langkawi
Places I want to visit in 2010:
- paris, italy, rome (maybe drop by london especially during their summer sale! their sales are the best!)
- hongkong ( to buy h&m muahaha)
Places I may have to travel to in 2010:
- MEI GUO ( it all depends on B's situation)
5) be more punctual
6) meet up with friends more often ( i think i did it pretty okay in 2009)
happy new year peeps! :D
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| oh no! shopping woes |
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Wednesday
December 2nd @ 11:23pm
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i just ordered a customised longchamp bag (initials included) on the very elusive world wide web.
And if it turns out to be butt ugly, i have only yours truly to blame.
-_-'
Heck it, at least this bag doesn't come with a 4 digit price tag! :)
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| bring it on! |
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Friday
November 27th @ 1:57pm
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in a short span of two weeks...
1) i managed to misplace my iphone at hitachi towers and it was switched off 5 minutes later. Subsequently bought another iphone within 3 hours after queueing at Singtel for 1 hour.
2) i ordered alot of lingerie from VS on a whim.
3) My car battery went flat after I unknowingly left the headlights on.
4) This SUV hit me from behind at the newton circus roundabout and scratched my car door. The driver just sped off and I couldn't see his/her carplate number.
5) Sat through a very awkward 6 course dinner with the big bosses seated right opposite me. Talk about unfortunate seating arrangements.
Maybe I should just stay at home and hibernate, I suppose that is a safer alternative.
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| weekends are love |
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Sunday
October 18th @ 3:16pm
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i've been indulging in huge amounts of wine for the past 5 weekends and all is good.
picture post to be up soon (i overpromise) but there's the october babies' gourmet bbq coming up in 2 hours' time. We spent the entire evening yesterday marinating succulent cuts of beef and lamb in preparation for the chillout session later.
moscato and bordeaux will be the drinks for the night.
bon appetit!
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| rewind |
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Sunday
October 11th @ 3:18pm
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i've evolved into a super low-maintanence gf since 5 years ago. I'm speaking in independence terms of course.
kudos to myself! ~
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| the wedding singer |
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Monday
September 21st @ 4:00pm
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selamat hari raya to my not -very-malay friends out there!
i did a quick calculation five minutes earlier and realised that by the end of 2009, I would have attended 6 weddings this year alone.
-_-'
i'm happy for everyone of course :)
but my wallet is crying...
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| yokohama's warehouse |
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Saturday
September 12th @ 1:23pm
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mood |
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EDITED: more pics under the cut
this looks wrong somehow. -_- But... the sesame mochi dessert was awesome!
( click here )( click here )
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| worn out |
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Wednesday
September 2nd @ 12:32pm
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i'm so worn out from work.
plagued with migraine(s) and giddy spells.
and thus, i'm on mc today to get my energy level back to prime condition in anticipation of next week.
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| memoirs of a non-geisha |
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Monday
August 17th @ 2:06pm
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mood |
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The 7th day of rest was conclusively unrested as it was rudely interrupted during my bedtime by squeals and groans from the parents. Not exactly what you've pictured but... this is how they normally react when they watch a liverpool match. Imagine being separated by a very thick wall, the high decibels somehow managed to penetrate through the cement to my already ear-plugged ears.
The weekend also rewarded me with a flat tyre which didn't catch my attention until i've zipped through plaza sing's 7 floors worth of carpark.
"hmmm, the steering wheel feels oddly tilted to the left."
AND it happened again yesterday evening when I thought all was fine and dandy after my dad brought it to the workshop. Perhaps there's some paris hilton-thin nail that escaped the naked eye. So I took halfday leave today to get it fixed and the sky looks like it's about to pelt raindrops soon.
FML.
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| so much for better health in 2009 |
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Saturday
July 18th @ 10:57am
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I'm sick of being sick. Extremely sick. I've had gastric flu, severe diarrhoea, flu, fever and now cough for the past month and counting. It suddenly dawned upon me that B could be exposing me to all these bacteria that cling onto him when he goes to the wards. OMG.
And now that he will be based at the wards daily starting from August, does that mean I've to wear a N95 mask when we go out ?! -_-
hmm... when in doubt, blame the boyfriend. ;) But hey! My theory sounds logical.
Oh, I'm heading to Japan with the parents and cousin for a holiday in Sept. WOOT!
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Thursday
June 25th @ 1:00pm
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the perpetual ringing and beeping strikes a constant fear in me. Just one of the several blemishes of a working individual. I look forward to the day when I can shut off my mobile and fling it into the crashing waves of the Mediterranean Sea while sipping on a hot chocolate from Starbucks.
can that day be any sooner?
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